my world keeps spinning like a merry-go-round

it's funny that ppl often say that it would be easier to forget someone if u started likin someone new..mayb to a certain extent this is true as it has been proven by countless ppl who had their hearts broken..
i read frm a book that men these days look for younger women because it is more unlikely for them to hv their fairy tale perception of love completely smashed by some bastard who decided to press the eject button once they got into the car that was supposed to transport them to their honeymoon designation (well u noe the 1st year spent together as a couple).N their very last sentence is usually 'u deserve someone better than me'.
mayb it's the thrill or mayb it gives them this temporary sense of security that the female would naturally look up to them for guidance based on seniority.but wat they often forget is that resepect is earned over time..u can't simply expect the other party to just nod her head when u say somethin..everybody has the right to agree or disagree.n y a couple argue is because of disagreements which may not necessary mean that they are not meant for each other-i'm sure amongst siblings and fam there are bound to b squabbles..can we then conveniently say we are not fated to b a fam n not bother to salvage wat's left? all that was mention is really in general n it doesn't reflect the behaviour of anyone in specific as i see a lot of r/s w this prob.
i see certain similarities btwn us that were never meant to be deliberate-n that is i blog abt the aftermath which he used to yrs back but not now..but wat i really want to say is that i think i am really free from the past ever since i deleted him frm my two networkin sources..i just don't feel tht it's necessary for me to see wat are his updates..
it's not that i didn't love him in fact i saw him as the love of my life but he just chucked it aside. so it just brings to show that wat we shared has now turned into grey ashes which has alr long been blown away by a gust of wind.i was loyal and i sure as hell tried to save the r/s..
But if u want crap to stop happening to u then u should stop accepting crap n start demanding for something more which is wat i hv chosen=)
And yet while everything is the same it is very, very different.