not knowing anything

just don understand y i can't sleep tonight...my eyes are wide opened and i noe i'm tired from the wedding service but my head is full..find myself tryin so desperately to shut those thoughts out of my head..but to no avail...actually i don even noe wat i'm thinkin abt..or maybe i do noe n i'm just feignin ignorance...ok...i think i don make any sense...maybe it's the tok w my sis that is really takin an effect on me now...or maybe it's just me thinkin too much once again