they say time heals everything but i'm still waiting

Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting
I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it
I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,But I'm still waiting

yep...it's a very long song indeed...just brought my dog dog for his review...n i went through memory lane...lookin at all the private houses near the animal clinic really brought back a lot of memories-good and bad...was reminiscing the time i lived w my aunt...the pain hurt frustration and anger was built up within 10 yrs... it's suffocatin.. and sad... y is it that i miss living in that pink house with an orange roof all of a sudden? have i gone nuts?? tsk...i have no idea... one thing for sure is that i love life in my cozy flat...more freedom...n feel more loved..
we walked all the way out from the clinic as there wasn't a single cab at all..while walkin down the slope...i recollected the time when he was there for me...it felt like it just happened yesterday...
find this song very meaningful...every time i listen to it...it reminds me of mummy..all the hatred and hurt in her seems so overwhelmin..
but who m i to say when i feel that way too...