coming close to nothing

"I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)
(When I say)Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (nobody)
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u"

this is the song that i used to love exactly one yr ago but hate exactly one month after..it felt so right then...like a dream come true...everyday i went to sch thinking that sch would neva be so fun without him around...even places as boring as the sch library and computer lab became one of our favourite haunts...we practically held hands once sch finished...and he would then send me home or we would go to the playground near my house...sitting on the swings while talkin abt anythin under the sun...this song was like written for us but this happiness was terminated...wat went wrong???he told me that we were goin too fast...n that we should just be frens...up till today...i still feel that he wasn't being fair....if he were that uncertain abt himself...then he shouldn't have held my hand and said all the i love u and i miss u...when they played this song during valentine's day...it felt meaningless and emty..we have not talked ever since the last call... and i don think we'll eva meet or speak to each other again..on his part i guess it was more for the thrill..and when the excitement died away he just walked away...
But i have not turned back either..